before anything corrupted my mind, i was a simple child in the exterior with blamed dark blue eyes. the perplexion that had developed within my growing body led my thoughts to an imagiative state one could not humanly diagnose. confusion and foul play excite the numbness, but only one can harness the spirited ball placed within poisonous, illusioned hurt amongst his dark labyrinth i had secretly built and led to. when is it that one peers through the tiny fragments of stringing dimensions without the hesitation of rehabbing their daily body impairment and witness the hardships each individual lurking by you in the street has endoured? to me, it's ignorance that i've taught myself that makes me blind until something entrances me and wishes to keep me as i do them. still. i wish i could feed upon each soul's knowledge like a nightcrawler thriving for it's hunt whilst a child is conceived and a being drops to the floor or over the balcony as their significant other lays with the maid. blood has been shed for no reason but yet we overpopulate unnecessarily. thoughts and rambles, if i wasn't tired i'd write you a novel of every intricate english word and weave it into such thoughtfully kissed elegance. shame energy pills can only be swallowed a certain amount of times before your body gives in and collapses. d-christ; my thoughts sleep.